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Dec 5, 2013

hati oh hati.

Assalamulaikum.

duhai hati yg sentiasa dibolak-balikkan. berteguh lah kamu. alahai..

guys, pray for Kuantan.

tiba-tiba.. hahaha

tadi dengar cerita dari kawan pasal family dia di Kuantan. Allah.. berat berat. moga family dia dikurniakan kesabaran dan ketabahan menghadapi situasi gawat macam tu. teruk sangat dah kot. paras air sampai ke leher katanya.. barang keperluan yg ada dalam rumah, habis semua ditenggelami air. :'(

bersyukurlah kita masih bersenang-senang gini. *elok pulak lagu erti syukur by UNIC sekarang tengah main kat laptop. memang feel sungguh. alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.

macam mana la keadaan family yg duduk beramai-ramai kat sekolah. selesa tu, tak payah cakap lah kan.. confirm tak nye. Allah.. dapat pulak family yg ramai anak-anak kecil. macam mana tu? doa sahaja aku dapat panjangkan untuk mereka. moga jauh dari segala kemalangan, kecelakaan mahupun kecederaan. bertabah, bertabah dan bertabah lah.

tapi, berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul. hmm...

oh oh.

pukul 1.00 pagi sudahh.

tamat di sini sahaja. daa~

hati oh hati. be strong!!

Dec 4, 2013

crazy little thing called love.. P'Shone!

Assalamualaikum.

hey hey hey! ingat lagi tajuk tu? hehe. berapa kali daa aku update entri berkaitan tajuk ni. itupun kalau kome perasan la. kehkeh..

ni nak menghapdet lagi coz.. P'Shone a.k.a Mario Maurer yg hensem dan comel tu, birthdaynya hari ni! tau ni pun coz kebetulan like fanpage nye kat facebook. wohoo~!



Nama popular: Mario Maurer
Tarikh lahir: 4 Disember 1988


ada berdarah hidung tak tengok hensem sangat? kekeke. please don't mind dengan perangai aku yg gedik ni. biasalahh. peminat kipas-susah-mati selebriti yg hensem comel cenggini.

siapa yg belum tengok cerita ni, wajib la menontonnya. kelakar, heartbreaking tapi sweet jugak. hehehe. boleh nampak tak aku tersengih-sengih sekarang?? ngaaa






















Nov 29, 2013

menyahut seruan

Assalamualaikum...


again, ada chips, ada more. chipsmore. ngehh.

maaf lah on off menghapdet blog ni. kurang motivasi nak buat entri selalu. ini pun menyahut seruan rakan blogger merangkap rakan sepasukan silat yg sama belajar di universiti tempatan yg mahu aku kembali aktif berblogging. aicehh. hai Awan! :D *sengihlebar2

masih ada yg sudi membaca ke saat ini? kalau ada, terima kasih. *terharuuu *matabersinar

betul la ada ungkapan yg mengatakan, "bila kita letakkan sesuatu pengharapan atau penggantungan ke atas sesuatu bernyawa, nikmatnya hanya sekejap. tetapi bila pengharapan dan penggantungan kita berlandaskan Allah yg maha Esa, Allahu akbar.. nikmat yg terasa dan dikecapi, memang tak terhingga dan tak ada sudahnya."

jammed. itu ayat poyo yg aku alter sendiri. heh.

jadi, berbalik pada frasa tajuk kita di atas. "menyahut seruan".

ada berbagai maksud yg boleh kita tafsirkan. ye dop??

dalam konteks entri ini, secara tersuratnya, aku bereaksi dengan ajakan Awan yg suruh berblogging semula.
tetapi tersiratnya, Allah je yg tahu. hehe.

bukan tak sudi nak kongsi. tapi belum waktunya. *sengihtunjukgigi

kepada adik-adik di luar sana, jaga hati tu baik-baik. perasaan yg indah belaka  tu simpan di lubuk hati yg dalam. biar menjadi rahsia kamu dan Allah. :) *senyumanmanislagimenawan

kepada bakal pemilik hati ini even aku tak tahu siapa, in shaa Allah, mudah-mudahan aku redho dengan jodoh-Nya.

sampai aku rajin menaip semula, kita jumpa lagi. adios! ciao!


oh oh. buat sahabatku.. aku rinduu. kita buang yg keruh ambil jernih. maafkan segala salah silap aku. please.. come back to me.. :')

Jun 22, 2013

new crush.

Assalamualaikum.

Semua pun tahu i'm big fan of Hugh Jackman. err.. itu pun kalau korang yg follow entry aku la. hewhew.

Robert Downey Jr.!

hehehe. new crush since tengok Sherlock Holmes 1.

lakonan dia sangat awesommeee. hilarious jugak. kikiki. Terutamanya watak Tony Stark a.k.a Iron Man.

even dah 40-an, pakcik yg hensem bergaya!

bak kata dia..


I am...








ngehh

Jun 17, 2013

nature's 10 best animal dads

Assalamualaikum.

hai guys! ingat tak entry untuk mother's day yg aku post bulan Mei lepas? pasal 5 outstanding animal mothers. menarik kan?

naa.. kali ni, jom kita ambil tahu pasal animal dads pulak! hehe

as usual, in English. malas nak translate sebab semua orang pun boleh faham kan? :)





Emperor penguin
There are few examples in nature of a father more dedicated than the emperor penguin. After the female lays the egg, her nutritional reserves become depleted and she must return to feed in the ocean for two months. This leaves the responsibility of keeping the egg warm through the freezing Antarctic winter to the father.

The father spends the two months holding the egg precariously between the tops of his feet and his brooding pouch, without feeding, throughout the brutal winter (when freezing winds can reach 120 mph). If he moves too suddenly or the egg becomes exposed to the freezing temperatures, the chick will perish. But his dedication — and his balance — ensures the survival of a new generation. What a dad!





Giant water bug
Those aren't ordinary lumps on the back of this male water bug — those are his children! Giant water bugs display the most dedicated paternal care in the insect world by carrying the eggs on their wings until they hatch.

You'll want to avoid messing with a water bug father, because he can deliver one of the most painful bites among insects (which explains why this bug is sometimes called a “toe-biter”). For these dads, it's all about protecting themselves and their eggs.





Seahorse
Seahorses are unique because they belong to a fish family known for an oddity: male pregnancy

Male seahorses have a pouch where females deposit their eggs. Once deposited, the male fertilizes the eggs and incubates them for a period of up to 45 days, until they emerge as fully developed little seahorses. Seahorse fathers even experience contractions as they give birth.





Lumpsucker
They may not be the prettiest of animals, but little lumpsuckers are always beautiful in their daddy's eyes. Lumpsucker fathers are particularly notable for their dedication in looking over their brood until the eggs hatch.

The father uses his modified pelvic fins, which have essentially evolved into suction cups, to glue himself to a surface near the eggs. There he sits and watches over his spawn until they hatch. Predators are met with a fierce display of protectiveness, if any attempt is made to harm the eggs.





Frog and toad
Perhaps no group of animals contains so many dedicated fathers as frogs and toads. There are frog fathers that carry their tadpoles in their mouths, often refusing to eat until the tadpoles are old enough to survive on their own. Other frog fathers embed their spawn inside their skin, often on their backs or legs (such as with the aptly named midwife toad).

One frog species, called the pouched frog, has males that harbor a specialized pouch to carry the young while they mature, much as female marsupial mammals do. Who knew amphibians made such incredible dads?





Jacana
Male jacanas do all the hard work of making the nests, incubating the eggs and caring for the chicks. While female jacanas gallivant around and mate with as many males as they can, the males make for loyal homemakers, even choosing to stay with the nest long after females have left on their migration. They are such loyal fathers that they often even care for eggs that were fertilized by other males.






Arowana
Father arowanas exhibit some of the most extensive paternal care among fish. Aside from building nests for their young and protecting them after they hatch, arowanas are also notable for being mouthbrooders.

Some arowana fathers harbor hundreds of baby fish in their mouths, letting them out on occasion to explore. However, the dad always takes special care to seek each one out and suck them back into his mouth to keep them safe from predators. (Check out this video showcasing a protective mouthbrooding arowana).





Rhea
Much like the emperor penguin, the rhea is a large, flightless species of bird in which the male dutifully incubates the female’s eggs until they hatch. But this is where any similarities to the monogamous emperor penguin end. The male rhea, an ostrich look-alike and member of the ratite family, is a rampant polygamist that keeps a harem of up to 12 available females.

Despite his wandering eye and many mates, male rheas aren’t deadbeat dads in the least. In addition to incubating as many as 50 eggs at a time for six weeks — the daddy rhea is in charge of nest-building and is responsible for raising the chicks for the first six months without any assistance from multiple mothers. If anything threatening — be it a human or a female rhea — gets near daddy’s precious little ones, he won’t hesitate to charge. Although the rhea is native to South America, a male rhea that famously celebrates Father’s Day resides in Washington’s Smithsonian National Zoo.





Wolf
Despite their fearsome reputation as apex predators, male wolves are attentive, monogamous and fiercely protective dads that live with their she-wolves for life. A wolf pack is essentially a classic nuclear family consisting of a mom, dad and kids.

After a female wolf gives birth, she sticks close to her helpless pups and doesn't leave her den for several weeks. Dad stands guard and hunts for food to share with his new family, and doesn't skimp when it comes to sharing edibles with his progeny. Whereas a female wolf will regurgitate meat to share with a litter (pups can start eating meat at three weeks), dad will provide entire pieces of fresh kill. As a young pup grows, dad takes on the role of stern, sometimes playful mentor helping integrate the pup into the pack.





Marmoset
Sure, the small and furry tree-dwelling primates known as marmosets are outrageously cute, but male marmosets take their roles as fathers very seriously. With the help of other family members, including older siblings, the typical marmoset dad grooms, feeds and give his infants piggyback rides while momma marmoset steps away and takes on a decidedly “disinterested” parenting role after a few weeks. Marmoset fathers will often act as attentive midwifes during the birth of their newborns, going as far to clean up the afterbirth and bite off the umbilical cord.

Jeff French, primatologist at the University of Nebraska Zoo, tells National Geographic that one reason the marmoset daddy is so involved is because of the tremendous physical strain put on the expectant mother. “It's like a 120-pound (55-kilogram) woman giving birth to a 30-pound (14-kilogram) baby,” explains French.







awesome isn't it? subhanAllah! =)




HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL DADS IN THE WORLD! ^^






source: Mother Nature Network



Jun 8, 2013

am I doing anything wrong?

Assalamualaikum

dan salam maghrib.

seronok dapat sembang dengan kawan sekolah (lelaki) yg lama tak jumpa lagi-lagi dia bagi ayat sweet-sweet giteww. lagi seronok kita melayan ye dop? heyy. no flattery intended!

saja nak menyembang je pun. tak boleh ke?

yang tak best pulak, girlfriends sendiri macam dok menganjing. ayat tu la sesuai kot sebab aku rasa diorang macam nak memerli. tak pe lahhh.

aku brutal sangat dan ganas-ganas sangat pun salah. bila nak suweet muweet pun salah.

am I doing anything wrong?

pfftt.

tiba-tiba rasa kinda upset dengan buddies sendiri.

hmm.



oh oh. abaikan isu atas tu. lupakan lupakan.

next sem akan tukar kursus program yg baru!

pengurusan sukan. akhirnya!!

feels so excited! awesomee



kikiki

Jun 3, 2013

what i want is.



instead of 'i want', the best phrase should be ' i need'..


i need a man. not a boy. can u be one?

i need a leader. not a follower. can u be one?

i need an iman. not a makmum. can u be one?

i need a husband. not a boyfriend. can u be one?


hey! 
i'm being cynical about you laa, boy. grown up!




May 29, 2013

berubah. berbeza.

Assalamualaikum.

haiiiiii.

ok. tiba-tiba tak tahu pulak nak tulis apa. kuikui

nak hapdet twitterrrr, kang ada orang tak berkenan.

hapdet pesbuk tak sesuai la pulak.

aigoo..

entah. aku ke yg letak boundaries dalam friendship ni?

bila nak bersembang, di kata nya "orang tua tak payah sibuk".

aku baru 23 tahun.

ok. mereka baru 20-an.. shadap sekejap.

bila bercakap, di kata nya "orang tak pandai bergurau".

ok. mereka baru 20-an.. shadap sekejap.

bila berdiam, di kata nya "orang suka merajuk"

ok. mereka baru 20-an.. shadap lagi.

tapi kan.. memang betul la kot aku dah tua.

 tak reti nak bergumbira cara muda. tak reti nak fit in dengan style kemudaan mereka.

surrender. ai em sori.


haniza no fun! #terbalikkanmeja


nenek niza~~


serious...  it’s really starting to freak me out. i don't wanna grow up! huuu



May 12, 2013

5 outstanding animal mothers



1: ORANG UTAN
The bond between an orangutan mother and her young is one of the strongest in nature. During the first two years of life, the young rely entirely on their mothers for both food and transportation. The moms stay with their young for six to seven years, teaching them where to find food, what and how to eat and the technique for building a sleeping nest. Female orangutans are known to “visit” their mothers until they reach the age of 15 or 16.








2. POLAR BEAR
Attentive polar bear mothers usually give birth to twin cubs that stick by her for about two years to learn the necessary survival skills in the cold climate. The mothers den by digging into deep snow drifts, creating a space protected from the elements. They usually give birth between December and January and keep the cubs warm and healthy using their body heat and milk. The cubs leave the den in March and April to get used to outside temperatures before learning to hunt.








3. AFRICAN ELEPHANT
When it comes to African elephants, a new mom is not alone in guiding her young. Elephants live in a matriarchal society, so other females in the social group help a calf to its feet after birth and show the baby how to nurse. The older elephants adjust the pace of the herd so the calf can keep stride. By watching the adults, the calf learns which plants to eat and how to access them. The females regularly make affectionate contact with the calf.








4. CHEETAH
Cheetah mothers raise their young in isolation. They move their litter—usually two to five cubs—every four days to prevent a build-up of smell that predators can track. After 18 months of training as hunters, the cheetah cubs finally leave their mothers. The cubs then form a sibling group that will stay together for another six months.








5. EMPEROR PENGUIN
After laying an egg, the mother emperor penguin leaves it with a male who protects the fragile hard shell from the elements. The mother then travels up to 50 miles to reach the ocean and fish. She later returns to the hatching site to regurgitate the food to the newly hatched chicks. Using the warmth of her own brood pouch, the mother keeps the chick warm and safe. 






Source: WWF.org

Apr 30, 2013

'fairy tales' do come true.



tapi, for those selected people je.


Couldn't agree more kan?

haha. Ingat tak entry aku pasal 'wishing for these stars versi aku'? nanti cari dalam blog ni kalau nak baca ok?

Angan-angan. tinggi melangit haaa.

kikiki.

Tak ada apa nak update pasal entri ni pun. just nak highlight kat perkataan 'fairy tales' tu je. haha.

Dengar tak lagu yg aku pasang dalam blog ni? hehe. sangat nice kan? baru je jumpa. just wanna share with you guys terutamanya tak pernah dengar lagi. feel free kalau nak pause or stop lagu. =)

lama dah lagu ni. tapi aku baru nak tahu. ceitt.

Jom layan. jangan flowery sangat jantung tu k? haha


Marry your Daughter - Brian Mcknight

Sir, I'm a bit nervous
About being here today
Still not real sure what I'm going to say
So bare with me please
If I take up too much of your time. 
See in this box is a ring for your oldest.
She's my everything and all that I know is
It would be such a relief if I knew that we were on the same side
Cause very soon I'm hoping that I... 

Can marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'til the day that I die, yeah
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
I can't wait to smile
When she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

She's been here every step
Since the day that we met 
(I'm scared to death to think of what would happen if she ever left)
So don't you ever worry about me ever treating her bad
I've got most of my vows done so far
(So bring on the better or worse)
And 'til death do us part
There's no doubt in my mind
It's time
I'm ready to start
I swear to you with all of my heart... 

I'm gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'til the day that I die, yeah
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
I can't wait to smile
As she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter

The first time I saw her
I swear I knew that I'd say I do

I'm gonna marry your daughter
And make her my wife
I want her to be the only girl that I love for the rest of my life
And give her the best of me 'till the day that I die
I'm gonna marry your princess
And make her my queen
She'll be the most beautiful bride that I've ever seen
I can't wait to smile
As she walks down the aisle
On the arm of her father
On the day that I marry your daughter


Apr 21, 2013

sexy-smart-beard types of gentlemen (hollywood)

Assalamualaikum.

kikiki.. Memang tak ada kerja sangatlah ni dok update entry kan? Mood gediks girl~~~ (sebut sambil ada pitching sikit) dah datang.. so, kita layan je lah! hehe

Ini antara list of gentlemen aku. ngehh. Pastinya kesamaan mereka adalah.. sexy-smart-beard! woohoo~!



hehehe. semestinya dia paling top. Siapa tak kenal, tipu la~~ Hugh Jackman !!




meet.. Jake Gyllenhaal ! wohoo~~




susah betul nak cari gambar Ryan Reynolds yg ada beard coz majoriti gambar smart-beard dia adalah shirtless. erkk.. ;p




semua pun kenal watak Iron Man kan? Robert Downey Jr. Dah tua pun, still handsome. hehe




aktor muda yang semakin hot sekarang.. Zac Efron! woot woot~!




ramai tak kenal dia kan? Ryan Gosling. Jarang berlakon untuk tv series. Banyaknya movie bergenre romance. Kalau pernah tengok The Notebook, mungkin korang kenal la kot.




ok lah. That's it. Banyak je lagi. Tapi aku malas nak cari. haha. Aku list ni pun, aktor yg paling aku suka. Banyak sangat gambar yg inappropriate. I mean.. shirtless. :p

Aktor melayu? Aku tak jumpa lagi yg ada sexy-smart-beard. Semua pun shave bersih baik punya. Tak faham aku. Nak jambu sangat ke? haishh.

Orang arab zaman dulu-dulu pun ramai simpan jambang kan? Orang arab zaman sekarang pun ya. Kalau nabi Yusuf a.s tu digambarkan manusia paling handsome, sempurna wajahnya.. Sampaikan wanita-wanita yg melihat terpotong jari.. pehhh. Tak tergambar aku! subhanAllah! huhu.



dah dah. Jom siap-siap untuk berpeluh. Asar jangan lupa!


Apr 15, 2013

fairy tales princesses in real life!




Saleisha Stowers as Princess Tiana

The America's Next Top Model winner is uncanny in her resemblance to Princess Tiana..




Anne Hathaway as Princess Belle

Hathaway would be amazing in a role as Princess Belle. Same classic good looks.




“Twilight" Bryce Dallas as Princess Merida

Disney characters are unlike real people with small waists, big eyes, and hair that defies gravity. BUT Bryce Dallas is a dead ringer for Princess Merida in not only hair but costume too.. Amazing!




Megan Fox as Princess Esmeralda

Fox is fairer but don't you think everything else is a look-a-like? Come to think about it their feisty seductive personalities are similar too! Yeah, Esmeralda constantly attracts men with her flirtatious dances.. remember?!




Angelina Jolie as Princess Pocahontas

Full lips ..almond eyes ..dark flowing hair ..and most of all we don't think the explorer John Smith would have disapproved!




Scarlett Johansson as Cinderella

Maybe it's just the pose these two beauties are striking, two blond bombshells.




Kourtney Kardashian as Princess Jasmine

This is probably the only reference match as we know many people say Kim Kardashian, but Kim is too voluptuous, which Jasmine is not and Kourtney is more petite like Jasmine.. There!




Amanda Seyfried as Princess Rapunzel

Seyfried starred as Red Riding Hood in the film adaptation in 2011.. she does have a medieval look about her and could surely pass for Princess Rapunzel.




Emmy Rossum as Princess Belle II

Another doppelganger! Two sweet, girl next door beauties.




Katie Leung as Princess Mulan

There was a rumor that the 'Harry Potter' Scottish - Chinese actor was selected for a film adaptation of Mulan.. We haven't heard much more since, but think she'd be a great choice!




Katy Perry as Snow White

The porcelain skin, the bright red lips, and the jet black hair make her as dead ringer for Snow White. She might even add a little bit of spice to the role.




Blake Lively as Princess Ariel

Wow! Blake Lively's sea foam dress does look to be mermaid inspired.. both gorgeous ..both have ginger hair. Someone get Lively a crown!








p/s: menarik kan? entry yg saje-saje. enjoy!






Apr 8, 2013

hidden. private. alone.

Assalamualaikum.

Dah jarang sangat upload blog ni. Dulu mungkin kata hilang momentum nak menulis, menaip. Tapi, to be exact, rasa macam dah hilang inspirasi. yeke? huhu

So, ingat nak ambil keputusan private kan blog. *poyo
Dari dulu lagi dok cakap cenggini. Tapi idok pulok buatnyeeer. haishhh

Runsing sebenarnya ni. Tapi tak tahu nak let go macam mana. Cerita kat girlfriends, rasa tenang jap. Tapi then, serabut balik. arghhh

Overthinking. Indeed. Macam tu lah aku rasa sekarang. Tapi sebelum ni buat tak endah je. Bila dah makin serabut, baru nak terhegeh-hegeh. Stress. Sakit kepala. Migrain.

I am not being myself anymore. Partly of me. Macam dah lost vision. Tak tegas dengan prinsip diri sendiri. Rasa kasihan kat orang lain. Diri sendiri tak nak kesian ke? #nangis

Tahajjud. Qiamullail. Bertahun dah tinggal. #nangis

ok, that's it. Decide Haniza!

For the better future.

Rabbi yassir, wala tu'assir Ya Karim..

Move on. If they're meant to be in your life, they'll catch up.

Mar 23, 2013

insecure

Assalamualaikum..

Masih ada yang bulat lagi mata tu pagi-pagi buta ni? Op kos la kan. Hujung minggu. Kalau sengaja tidur awal tu, tipu sangatlaaa.

Naaa..

Kenapa insecure?

Jangan kecilkan skop fikiran anda bila baca perkataan tu ok? Fikir pasal cinta lettewww. Booo.

Insecure itu wujud pada hamba-hamba Allah yg cantik, berpakaian seksi lagi lahh seksaaa.

Betul lah kan? Ke tak betul?

Fashion is about confidence. Definitely yeahh.

Ada yg tak setuju ke??

Apa yg aku dapat perhatikan, dan mengalaminya sendiri sikit.. yup. Perempuan yg berpakaian seksi, tak yakin dengan diri dia. Atau terlebih yakin dengan diri dia. Rasa megah bila ada mata yg memandang. Terasa diri tu cantik dan err.. dihargai?? Atau suka disiul-siul oleh si adam yg menyiul? err.. #garukepala

Entah.

Tapi, aku pasti. Dia. Insecure. Dia takut ada orang akan judge dia bila menutup aurat. Tak yakin kalau pakai tudung. Takut orang ignore kecantikan dan kemanisan raut wajahnya. Tak pun dia rasa selekeh bila lindung rambutnya yg lembut lagilahh berbau harum. Guna sunsilk la katakannn.. Rambut tak payah rebonding haaa.

I am not judging them actually. Tapi bunyi macam 'judging' kan? Ada lah sikit kot.. Sorry~

Tak mahu. Tak mahu. Tak baik..

Let them be. "Who cares?" Bak kata Rozita Che Wan.

Tapi kata Dr. Harlina pula, "I do care! A lot!".

Aku macam mana pula? "I don't care about the celebrities. pfft! They're just sexyheads."

ehhh. Sudah~~. Boleh ke kata gitu? ngahaha.

Tak boleh. Tak boleh. Tak baik..

Kita sesama muslimat, haruslah prihatin. huhu.

Tapi  mungkin aku dapat buat hanya dengan selemah-lemah iman..

Dan berdoa untuk diri sendiri.. Menjadi muslimah yg lebih baik. Good Luck! :)





p/s: alang-alang ni, nak promosi sikit blog kawan aku, [sini]. jemput lah jenguk. :)


Mar 9, 2013

kolam biru

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah, selesai sudah sesi latihan pagi ini. 

Berpeluh didalam air.
Jadi ikan duyung dalam kolam biru.

Ngehh.

1 hour non-stop swimming, maybe 10 minutes spent ambil nafas, but overall, definitely enough untuk otot-otot seluruh badan buat kerja.

Wohoo~!

Rasa tak puas sebenarnya. Tapi memandangkan cik abang sunshine dah mula mencanak naik atas kepala, terpaksalah mengalah kalau tak nak jadi zebra. 

Hukhuk.

Again, I'm glad my swimming skills improved walaupun masih belum mampu diiktiraf jadi pro or expert. Amatur pun tak mampu lagi. Malah, jauh lagi nak dapat status kot. Kalau campak dalam laut, belum tentu tak lemas. Kena masuk swimming class betul-betul, then baru ok. Bukan takat curik ilmu orang. 

erkk.

Yeah. Honestly, belajar berenang dengan budak-budak kecik yg ada swimming class tu. Usha-usha dari jauh, kembangkan sikit telinga instructor dia suruh buat, then try.

Nicee kan?

Selama ni, asyik develop doggy paddle swimming skill je. By the way, itu gaya swimming yg paling senang sekali dan enjoy. Haha. Siapa-siapa yg tak pernah cuba, you should try. Rasanya, itu antara basic swimming kalau tak silap. Boleh google ok? [sini]

Dah reti buat freestyle stroke! yeayy! Lepas ni nak belajar gaya katak, rama-rama dan ikan duyung. err. Pelik pulak. Gaya breaststroke (katak), butterfly n mermaid. haha. Bajet nak stylo dengan english letteww.

euwwww.



Ok la. Nak qada' tidur yg tak sampai 2 jam semalam. huu

Have a nice weekend peeps!


Mar 5, 2013

SADIS : Scarlet, Si Ibu Kucing Yang Sangat Tabah

Scarlett. Itulah nama bagi seekor ibu kucing yang amat berani, penuh kasih sayang dan sanggup menghadapi pelbagai kemungkinan. Mempunyai bulu jenis Calico, ia pernah menjadi tajuk perbualan utama seluruh dunia dalam insiden menyelamatkan lima ekor anak-anaknya daripada dijilat api kebakaran di tempat tinggalnya.

Mengimbau kembali kejadian ngeri itu, Scarlett tinggal di dalam garaj di Brooklyn bersama anak-anaknya. Ketika kebakaran itu berlaku, tiada ahli keluarga tuannya yang berada di rumah kerana mereka semuanya keluar bekerja. Setelah api dipadamkan, anggota bomba dapat melihat kucing itu dengan perlahan-lahan membawa anak-anaknya berusia empat minggu dari bangunan yang telah rentung, hangus dijilat api.

#Ini yang buat aku emo!




Keadaan Scarlett yang hangus teruk sangat menyayat hati. Dalam keadaan telinganya yang terbakar, matanya yang melecur serta melekat dengan hidungnya, dengan penuh kasih sayang dia menyusun anak-anaknya seekor demi seekor agar selamat walaupun keadaan dirinya amat kritikal. Setelah memastikan kesemua anaknya selamat, ia rebah menyembah bumi lalu pengsan tidak sedarkan diri.

Ahli bomba David Giannelli mengambil kesemua kucing-kucing itu untuk dirawat. Akhirnya, setelah dirawat, Scarlett kembali sihat. Namun, parut di muka dan badannya tidak dapat dihilangkan. Selepas daripada itu, Scarlett dan anak-anak diambil semula oleh tuannya untuk dijaga.

Kini Scarlett telah tiada. Kejadian yang berlaku pada tahun 1996 banyak memberi pengajaran kepada kita tentang erti pengorbanan dan kasih sayang seorang ibu walaupun ia hanya seekor haiwan.





p/s: kasih ibu. :)

source: pen patah

entries equal to memories

Assalamualaikum.

Memories are too important.

If I don't write it down, I forget it.

That's why there are such things like diary and journal. Blog juga boleh masuk dalam kategori tu.

Tapi, blog tak ada lah privacy sangat unless kita privatekan.



Apa aku merepek ni? Cakap pasal memories? huh.

Ok2. Aku baru je ronda-ronda blog aku. Bukak balik cerita lama yg aku tulis. Tak sengaja pun. Tapi rasa seronok pula tiba-tiba. Some entries aku tulis, tak ingat pun cerita sebaliknya. Bila baca berulang kali, baru la teringat. Ngehh

Nak tahu apa aku rasa selain seronok baca?

The feelings of each and every entries (memories) that I wrote. Best. Then baca komen yang ada. Senyum sorang-sorang. haha

Mostly friends yg komen. Tapi ada jugak hater. Bukan haters. Boleh tahan jugak kn? Macam popular sangat sampai kena ada haters. pffft!




Baiklah. Lewat malam dah ni. ehh. Pagi dahh

Goodnight peeps! :)

Maafkan atas segala kesalahan saya.

Feb 16, 2013

kadang-kadang keseorangan

Assalamualaikum.


Layan nasyid malam-malam syahdu gini mesti bawak satu perasaan halus. #haluslasangat. ~_~

Keseorangan memang tak bagus. Orang kata tak sosial la konon.
Tapi, kadang-kadang bila keseorangan ni buat kita terfikir.
Dan kadang-kadang bila keseorangan ini, keinsafan lebih menjetik hati.
Kadang-kadang juga keseorangan ini membuat kita jadi diri kita sendiri.
Pentingnya, keseorangan ini membawa kita lebih mendekati-Nya..

Entahlah.
Nak kata aku ni simple, tak jugak. Komplikated sangat pun ada kadang-kadang. haihh.
Kesian kat orang-orang yg ada sekeliling aku.

Kita tak nak sakiti hati dia, tapi dalam tak sedar.. memang kita dah menyakiti hati dia... Maaf seribu kali maaf pun tak mungkin boleh ubat kesakitan dia.

Tapi aku nak jadi diri aku sendiri. Tak salah kan kita cuba mendidik nafsu yg menggedik ni?





p/s: merepek meraban di waktu malam.


Jan 14, 2013

kedekut.


Assalamualaikum


what is mine, stays mine.
isn't that clear?
crystal clear.

kedekut? Ya. Aku memang kedekut.
Tapi 'kedekut' bukan terms yg sesuai la kot. Aku pun tak tahu nak cakap macam mana.

everthing that I love, nobody can be apart of it.

FAMILY.

bukanlah tak boleh jadi sebahagian langsung. tapi.. huhu
rasa macam susah je nak lepas?
sayang kot.
siapa tak sayang?
even a scratch pun aku boleh terasa tau.
belum lagi kalau menangis, merengek-rengek kat aku
dengan aku sekali pun meleleh.

memang nampak keras, degil aku ni
tapi..
korang faham-faham je lahh.

kalau adik-beradik aku nak berpakwe.
siap ada yg pakwe diorang add aku kt facebook.
seriously aku tak layan. pfft!

hamboi.
dah pandai ngorat-ngorat,
dah pandai ngayat-ngayat,
dah pandai gedikgedik dengan adik aku,
macam tu je usaha nak ambil hati kakak nye??
bulat-bulat aku tolak kau haaa.

itu termasuk dengan

FRIENDS

yg dimana aku letakkan mereka rapat di sisi
hampir dengan hatiku
they are my friends juga family

lebih-lebih lagi aku betul-betul dah anggap macam adik-beradik aku sendiri..
tak tahulah diorang macam mana kan..

apa yg berlaku pada mereka
aku semestinya nak ambil tahu
bukan apa
tapi prihatin

contoh Paan.
masa dia accident awal tahun lepas,
Allah je tahu macam mana perasaan aku.
tapi, alhamdulillah.
he's getting better. way better. :)

masa Nadrah masuk hospital dulu pun,
Allah.. sebak tengok keadaan dia yg kurus
huhu
tapi, alhamdulillah juga. :)

ada satu hal lagi
tapi tak nak cerita kat sini
ada kaitan gak dengan entri-entri kebelakangan ni..
memang mulut aku tak de insurans sikit
tapi aku sayang dia
sebab hal tu, dah jauh
3 tahun sama, tapi ending macam tu
harap kalau jumpa lepas ni, masih ada lagi senyuman dari dia untuk aku..

haa.
tahu nape tiba-tiba naik entri bunyi gedik-tacing macam ni?

ada sorang adik laki aku tu
even sebenarnya aku tak ada pun adik-beradik lelaki
tapi memang aku dah anggap dia memang macam adik aku
sayang kot

aku dah tahu lama pasal dia dengan dia
tanya banyak kali, dok belok sana, belok sini
bila dah kena sakat siap ugut,
baru nak beritahu
dapat pulak dia dah lama tak sembang-sembang dengan aku
sembang tadi pun nak cakap pasal tu..
serius.. sangat lah terasa sedihnyaa..

tapi bila sesi talk-chat tu tadi..
maka nampaknya..
dah tiba masa aku untuk let go..
sebelum ni macam susah je
tapi Allah mungkin nak tunjuk jalan dari apa yg aku lalui malam ni..

hmm

apa-apa pun, bersedialah haniza.
Moga yg terbaik untuk aku dan orang-orang sekeliling aku.
aameen ya Rabb..







Jan 7, 2013

sleep well.


Assalamualaikum.

Sebelum nak letak kepala atas bantal,

Ada siapa-sapa baik hati nak bedtime-story untuk aku?



cuteee haa? ^_^


ok lah. off to dream land.

Kalau boleh dapat lah mimpi jumpa dengan zac efron malam ni. #erkkk.



wohoo~!! #nosebleed

Memandangkan kucing-kucing aku dah lena, aku pun kena lah tidur.

oh.

Jangan lupa senaman muka selepas bangun tidur nanti ye



Awet mudaa.




Selamat malam semua!



p/s: cute giler Agnes! btw, Zac Efron is super hottt !!





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